Wednesday, November 4, 2009
have not been using comp for a while~
recently bz studying...
stress arghz!

just on this comp for like an hour
and almost gt "heart attack"~
OMG!
within this dunno how mny hrs
without looking at news of TVXQ...
i wonder how to tolerate it...
their news are over all kpop website...
news of them disbanding~
news of them breaking up~
OMG!!!
how can that be!
couldn't belief it!
TVXQ is one of the oni few bands
that i truly feel they have the potential
They are true singers than what we called idol!
they have great vocals
great dancers
great rappers
most imptly...great harmonization n TEAMWORK!

that interview!
damn it!
hope it was fake...!
how can that be~

5 yrs living tgt...
training n working tgt
shedding tears of joy n caring for one another
thru'out all these yrs
it is all just for show....
how abt their friendship?
JJ,JS n UKnow have known each other for so long
ever since trainee life....
hopefully all those news are fake~
they are still Together!

P.S: this is just my own opinion,take it or leave....

if those are for real,
just can't help wondering
....is it really true that relationship is just a burden
n not worth cherishing
why are there betrayal n hate in this world...
wondering wondering......





~always keep the faith
hopes till the end~



Saturday, October 24, 2009
读了好多ELF的后记~
上海的演唱会真的有点让人失望~
为何呢?
难道大家真的都放弃了吗?
相信英云哥哥也不想的
最希望时间能够倒流的
应该也是他~


很多认识SJ的人都不太喜欢强仁
认为他很霸道、爱抢镜头、很懒散

事实上
在我的观点里
他只不过是脾气暴躁点。。。性格直爽点。。。
其实
他,很脆弱
否则为什么会在电台里哭诉
他,很敏感
害怕队友认为他做的不足
他,很坚强
明明不是老二
却默默地帮助队长分担工作
他,很有才华
歌声很独特
主持最在行
脑精动的很快。。。满脑子娱乐大家的点子
演技也在进步。。。
他,很细心
一直都在帮助队友,给予最大的支持
他,还有无数的优点
只能让细心与有耐心的人去挖掘

做为公众人物,
似乎都不能犯错。。。
大家好像只会针对错误做出判断
是否会想过他为了SJ曾经付出了多少
生病了、难过时、孤独时。。。
为了娱乐大众已让必须牵强的搞笑
不为求什么,只为了能够让大家更认识及爱SJ

只希望大家不要再重伤他了
不是在包庇他
而是他真的知道错了
同时
也会受到相对的处分。。。

支持SJ的人
我们必须理智
不要无为的与攻击他的人争吵
他现在只需要大家的支持与原谅
无论处分是什么
我们必须接受~
但,仍让不要放弃他~

希望英云哥哥能够快速回归~
希望他能够重新展开笑颜
少了他
SJ会失去许多欢乐。。。

金基范啊!
你也快回来吧!
SJ=13
少一人也不行!



不知道已经说了几遍
我真的好累
心灵上的累
已经消耗了许多精力

只剩下2个星期了
Haiz~

不久前
又接到了不好的消息~
今年已是第3次了吧~

小时候的回忆
毫不预警的涌现在脑海中
除了无奈
还是无奈~
抱歉没有去送您最后一程
感谢小时候对我的关爱与照顾
会带着小时候的回忆继续的走下去。。。
安息吧!



Thursday, October 15, 2009
2009年~
经历了人生中许多的挑战与无奈
笑、哭、厌倦、烦闷、痛苦、生气。。。
一一都经历过

这一年
有许多的特别。。。
特别的累
特别的悲哀
特别的苦
特别的经验
特别的收获。。。

18个年头
我的存在价值什么
我人在找寻

感谢大家为我做的一切
感谢大家一路来的陪伴
感谢你们的支持。。。

其实
我所愿的很简单
不需要华丽的准备
不需要任何的惊喜
因为
在这一年里
突然领悟到
简单的快乐
就是希望你们都健康、幸福。

快乐追求不来
我好似真的忘了如何去笑了
毫无奈~
所以
希望自己能找到快乐的泉源。




大家要坚持到底~
加油!:)



Monday, October 12, 2009
想要的~
所追求的~
到最终
只是虚幻。。。

无欲
无求
快乐才会降临~



Friday, September 25, 2009

Once in a lifetime-Shinhwa

Everyday I Pray to help me through the day
to make myself stronger...and I Pray

그 오랜 꿈들이 조금씩 다가와
눈앞에 펼쳐지는 지금

난 눈을 감고서 가슴 속으로 전해 오는
누군가의 기돌 듣고 있어

수많은 별들과 약속했던 모든 꿈들은
언젠간 이뤄진다고 믿어

땀과, 이 눈물과 소중한 사랑만 있다면
우린 무엇이든 해낼 수 있어

Once in a lifetime Fly to the star
별들이 너의 꿈을 지켜 줄 거야
Once in your lifetime 우리 그 날 위해
영원히 함께 만들어 가야 할
Love for your dreams

Yo! 슬프고 힘든 날들을 다 지나도록 해 OK
Open up your eyes to the sky
then you can find the way
for then better days
이제 우리 세상을 모두 같이 다 함께 할 수 있게

힘들면 쉬어가도 OK, yo 잠깐 Take a second
그 오랜 꿈,
수많은 Star I know that you can take it
함께라면 좀 더 날 거야 네꿈들은 passion,
It's all yours. There's no question

수많은 아픔을 견뎌냈던 모든 꿈들은
언젠간 돌아온다고 믿어

땀과, 이 열정과 소중한 사랑만 있다면
우린 무엇이든 될 거야

Once in a lifetime Fly to the star
별들이 너의 꿈을 지켜 줄 거야
Once in your lifetime 우리 그 날 위해
영원히 함께 만들어 가야 할
Love for your dreams

때론 삶에 지쳐 울지만(No, baby no more cry)
너의 힘이돼 줄게
(I'll pray for you and me tonight)
너를 닮은 별을 볼 수 있다면
나의 사랑도 말 할 거야

Once in a lifetime Fly to the star
별들이 너의 꿈을 지켜 줄 거야(지켜 줄 거야)
Once in your lifetime 우리 그 날 위해
영원히 함께 만들어 갈Everything for your dreams

Once in a lifetime Fly to the star
(Fly to the star)
영원히 너의 꿈을 기억할거야(기억할거야)
Once in your lifetime 우리 그 날 위해
영원히 함께 만들어 가야할
Love for your dreams

translation:

Everyday I Pray to help me through the day to
make myself stronger... and I Pray
Right now, the dreams I've longed for are slowly approaching and unfolding
When I close my eyes, I can hear someone's prayer entering my heart
I believe that all many promises I've made with the stars will come true one day
We can do anything if we sweat, and pay attention to those who are special to us

Once in a lifetime fly to the star. The stars will watch over your dreams
Once I your lifetime, for that day
Forever, we'll work together, so have love for your dreams

Try your best to overcome the upsetting and tough obstacles
Okay, open your eyes to the sky, then you canfind the way for the better days
Now we can live together in this world

When it's tough, you can rest. Okay, yo quickly take a second
The longed dream that the many stars know about, you can take it
It will be easier if we work gother
This dream of yours is filled with passion, it's all yours.
There's not question

I believe that all many promises I've made with the stars will come true one day
We can do anything if we sweat, and pay attention to those who are special to us

Once in a lifetime fly to the star. The stars will watch over your dreams
Once I your lifetime, for that day
Forever, we'll work together, so have love for your dreams

Even if we cry during our lives (No, baby no more cry)
I will be your strength (I'll pray for you and me tonight)
If you notice the stars that resemble you, then I will confess my love for you

Once in a lifetime fly to the star. The stars will watch over (watch over) your dreams
Once I your lifetime, for that day
Forever, we'll work together, so have love for your dreams

Once in a lifetime fly to the star (fly to the star), always remembering your dreams (remember your dreams)
Once I your lifetime, for that day
Forever, we'll work together, so have
Love for your dreams

lyrics extracted from:

http://www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/9596/shinhwa/once-in-a-lifetime.html

somehow or rather

just fell in love with this song...

is really a meaningful song




38 more days to A level le...
wohoo...~
die liao lar....
it has been long since i wrote my entry in English
hahax
cuz they all say my blog turn very chinese le
too bad lar
i like :X

anw
today last prelim paper
think i 'm gonna be dead again
haix
Pau arghz pau....
when will u stop playing n FOCUS!!!
no time liao leh
START revising le lar!
haiz...haiz...haiz...

went to visit Jane again...
the distance this time
was actually not as long as the previous visit
cuz we were chatting along the way ba...
just went over to "chat" with her
hahax

SAW that Ms GOH at CWP
she good nia
lol
was with that **
hahax
always like that...
dun care her liao



birthday countdown...
20days..erm.....think so
haha



Monday, September 21, 2009
信任值多少
不是我就不是我
那么一点点的新人都不能给予我吗?

算了吧~
也许真的无所谓了
对你们找一部报期待了
好似我只是一个工具
任由你们宰割。。。



Saturday, September 12, 2009



佛说彼岸,
无生无死,
无苦无悲,
无欲无求,
是个忘记一切悲苦的极乐世界。
而有种花,
超出三界之外,
不在五行之中,
生于弱水彼岸,
无茎无叶,
绚烂绯红,
佛说,那是彼岸花。

佛说,
彼岸花,
开一千年,落一千年,
花叶永不相见。
情不为因果,
缘注定生死。



彼岸花开开彼岸,奈何桥上可奈何
彼岸花开开彼岸,断肠草愁愁断肠!
忘川水流流忘川,彼岸花开开彼岸
彼岸花开开彼岸,此江船行行此江



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